Toned Down

I seemed to have eradicated the foulness that was my attitude yesterday although I still bore some of it today in fragments.

An incident occurred today which left me feeling rather denigrated, disrespected and worthless. Let me put it this way... if you make a mistake or fail to pass on information that is pertinent for me to do my job correctly how is it then my fault that I get something wrong when I wasn't aware of the information in the first place? Apparently I'm expected to just know things or assume things. And failing to take any responsibility whatsoever for it and turning it back on me... I was dumbfounded. I tried to do the right thing and say 'hey, next time can you let me know because I didn't know and I thought what you sent me was about x and wasn't aware it was about y because I didn't even know y existed'.... until a day later... after the fact... and I've given people wrong information based on x when it needed to be on y.

I picked up my newly 'won' trunk tonight. It's huge and truly gorgeous. I love it. I hope my photo shoot will do it justice because I'm thrilled with it.

I take back something I posted yesterday.

2 more days and then 2 weeks off.