Friday, December 24, 2010

So it is Christmas

Almost. Tomorrow.

I just realised that it's the second year in a row that I've received nothing from my father. Not even a card. Or maybe it's the third Christmas. I definitely did not get birthday card last year and I certainly did not receive one this year.

It's just weird.

I'm too scared of being rejected to call and find out if he's still alive.

Instead, I just pretend it doesn't exist. Until I remember again.

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