I am in need of some serious alone time. I've been doing too much for the past month or so and I need time for me.

Thinking of doing two courses at the one time is just plain stupid. I'm tired now, how am I going to cope with two nights of class a week, pizza on Monday's and then have two nights for law plus the weekend. Um, social life? Break somewhere in between? There will be NO time for that. I just create all these fanciful dreams in my head. I can't afford to do two. I'll be scrimping every month. I've just bought a bit of equipment and have 5 months to pay it off before it incurs interest.

I didn't get home tonight until 23.15. I cooked up a bit of the lamb roast I made Sunday (hadn't had a chance to eat any of it yet) and was planning on watching ep 6 and the final episode of The Walking Dead but I need sleepy time.

I just need ME time at the moment. I haven't done my washing for now more than 2 weeks, I need to work outside, I need to clean my house, I need to just do things for me. But life keeps getting in the way. And I keep thinking about you and I need to stop. It won't ever be anything. Read the writing on the wall.

And where the fuck do these mozzies keep coming from? Every night in my room I have to kill at least 8. Minimum.

I'm so bored at work. Sooooo bored. I'm so unmotivated. It's so boring. Paper. I'm so fucking sick of paper. I just want a holiday.