Today seemed to go swimmingly well. It was interesting having someone do research on me for a change. It's a small world. I actually didn't even think they would call the people they know who used to know me to get the low down on me. But I liked it. I'm keen. I know they were impressed with me. It's now a matter of waiting. I'm not selling myself short this time. I'm worth it. I'm damn good at what I do. Damn good.

Whatever happens will happen. I'm feeling really good about myself. For the first time in 35 yeas I feel truly happy. I have a long way to go but I'm confident that this feeling is here to stay. I've gone through a lot and I've worked on myself a lot this year to get to this point. I've wanted to change and I am changing. For the better. I don't think it's ever a complete process. Rather one that continues to evolve, grow and develop. I like that. A lot.


- Posted from the depths of my mind.