Hearing your voice sound like that makes my heart plummet. I want to swap places and bare your pain for you. Why is this happening? Why does it have to happen to you? It's just not fair. I feel useless and helpless. It isn't about me at all. I just want you better and to have all of this behind you as a distant memory where we can share a glass, laugh and say 'yeah that was a fucker!' and then smile at each other.


- Posted from the depths of my mind.