My internet is running crapola to the point I can't even watch the new Muppets movie trailer.

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Do I feel cleansed or like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders?

No.

What I feel still flows throughout my whole body.

I'm set for a week of study, a night out on Saturday (gosh it's been so long since I've not driven) and footy on Sunday.

I have wonderful friends who care and love me. I spend a lot of time alone and I guess I forget that that love is there... even if it's not physically in my life all the time. I don't feel alone though. I'm also starting to love myself. It's a huge step for me. I'm not going to run anymore. I'm done running. Right now I'm standing still. To take on whatever life throws at me. I'm now starting to take the good and not run from it.