So disappointed

I'm still sick. One week later. I feel worse today than I did a week ago.

I'm so disappointed. I was so looking forward to tonight. I've been looking forward to it for months actually. Even when I was overseas I had tonight in my calendar. And if I go, I'll be a wet blanket with no energy and no fun and will just make myself more worse. I hate it. I really wanted to see my friends. And see them play.

I made some roasted potatoes with roasted garlic (mmmmmmm yummy) with goats cheese and quince paste mixed in.

I've watched 2 episodes of Spirited, Claudia Karvan's new show on W on Fox. I think it's my new favourite show. It's funny and it's beautiful, watching these two characters who are just opposites get to know each other, really get to know each other and come together. I wish I had the opportunity to do that. That's what I want. If you have the time. Which you don't. It'll probably take a couple of years instead.

I want to make a quilt for Sam. So this weekend I'm going to find a pattern and add some personal touches and try to start cutting the fabrics at least.

I wish I could spend the whole week at home in my pajamas, eating food, drinking wine and just being creative. Read, watch interesting and rewarding programs and make creative things. Hang with my dog. I pulled out Buckley's old bed and put an old doona on it and he's been sitting and sleeping on it today. That makes me happy. I miss Buckley. He was such a good dog.