So on my Sunday's I like to spend a bit of time cooking food. It's usually the only day of the week that I'm a surety to eat dinner, aside from Monday's pizza.
I've 'discovered' a fabulous new salad that is so simple. It's a Spanish salad and all it is is tomato, parsley, red onion and roasted capsicum with a dressing of olive oil, red wine vinegar and salt&pepper. Soooo good, so fresh. I've added my own ingredient of bocconcini to it for extra taste and texture.
I also made a vegetarian torte - an Italian recipe for lunch this week.
Last night was awesome. I'm too tired to go into the whole thing but after not really feeling up to going and just wanting to stay home I told myself that I couldn't let my friends down and especially after Sam and Nadyne had put my name on the door list, so just get ready and go.
I had the best time. Keren is here for a visit from London and it was so great to see her. Fingers crossed she can make pizza. The boys were there too, all of them. I haven't seen them for a few years maybe so it was really cool to see them again. It made my night. It made me think a lot also. I'm happy where I am. I'm where I'm going. And I'm happy being on my own. I don't know that I'll ever be able to be with anyone. Again. When i think about it, I don't want constant. I don't want it to be always. It freaks me out too much.
Or maybe I just need to sort out those fears. I think it just scares me too much. So I run away from it before it's even there. I set up the wall, before anyone can even try and break it down and hurt me.
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