All it does is create an expectation that cannot be met.
So I found out today that what I had been hoping for and holding out for is not available. I was offered a substitute, I declined.
So back to square one. Back to feeling like I'll never get out if where I am.
Two down.
And is it what I really want? Probably not. I just know I can do it and do it well. But I was using it as an escape. It's not really where I want to be or what I want to do.
One of my work colleagues told e they are leaving to go to the bar next year. All the friendhips i've made are disappearing with people leaving. Blegh. When will it be my time to start a new journey?
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