I wish I hadn't fucked up. I wish I could know what it would have been like with if I hadn't got sick. I still look at photos of you, like I did tonight and swoon. Tall, dark, handsome with your shaved hair, docs and tshirt. Doing your own thing. I've always compared every guy to you. You're not perfect but you were to me. I'm sure you're real happy with your girl now. I want you to be happy.

I'm sorry I was such a fuck up. It's my one regret. I'm sorry I didn't trust. Myself. To be good enough for you.

You looked so good in that photo from school days. Exactly who I fell in love with back then and then again 15 years later. I don't think I ever stopped. You'll always be in my heart even though were not right for each other. I loved you like I've never loved before.
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