I was told today I need to put on weight. With all due respect, don't ever tell me to put on weight. I don't choose to be like this. I am the way I am because my thyroid gland DOES NOT WORK. OK! I have to take medication for the rest of my life in order to stay alive. I've been on the damn medication for 26 years. I have not been able to get my levels right for the past 2 years. When women whinge about having a tummy or their arse is fat or about the layer of flesh over their hips I can only wish I had that on my body. If I'm lucky I get to experience these things for maybe 6 weeks of the year - IF I'M LUCKY! So eff off and don't ever tell me I NEED to put on weight. If I could, believe me it would make me so happy! The only way I can put on weight is if my levels are too low which is dangerous for me. It decreases my brain activity, I suffer memory loss, it increases the risk of heart failure, I am unable to think clearly or make decisions and I get extremely tired from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. So please, don't tell me I need to put on weight. I do the best I can and accept that this is just how my body is and how it will always be.
I have a major disregard for rules and regulations.
Smiling and being in a happy mood really does make all the difference. But you can't fake it.
I wish I could make the shitty things in other's peoples lives go away. I'd bear it on my shoulders just to make things easier on someone else I care about.
If I don't try I'll never know. That's always been a motto of mine. I tried today, time will tell if it amounts to anything.
I bought Wonder Woman undies today. Official DC Comic ones. They're friggin' awesome!!! Too bad I got no-one to model them for. I miss that. It was always fun.
Loving listening to the Descendents. I must, I must, I must get a ticket to their sideshow when it's announced. It made me think of You and how much you influenced me all those years ago.
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