Depressed.

I'm so behind in my studies. I'm starting to question if I can really do this. I don't know if I can. Well I can, I just don't have enough time to do it.

STP were great. I had such a good time. I saw nearly everyone I knew that was there and ran into an old school friend. Really good night. I just wanted to spend more of it with you.

Managed to have a major anxiety attack. I'm sure a few people thought I was being a rude bitch at the time but you have no idea what I was going through at those exact moments. I hate that I can't control them. It's not a matter of 'breathing it out'. It just overtakes me and I have no control and just have to deal with it then and there. So my lack of talking is me trying to re-set my brain.... and losing big time.

I need to be at the beach right now.