So I have to be a grown up at the moment. Gotta take care of someone.

My brain is a wee bit wishwash at the moment. Silly things like spelling when I type..... oooh red underline.... and my short term memory is whoa! what's that again? I don't remember. Yeah it's pretty bad. I was doing better but it's gotten a ton worse. Perhaps these multi vitamins I'm taking aren't doing the job. I am certainly feeling more tired that's for sure. My last results showed low iron levels so perhaps the multi vitamin just isn't kicking enough in. I'll have to try a full dose of the stuff instead. It's 11pm and I should be red hot on the study but I'm so tired.

Although I'm rather pleased with what I have achieved so far on my assignment. I have answered 3 questions today out of 10. The other ones are more harder (*bites nails and looks distressed*) and I have no clue what to do. I might need someone at work to show me how.

Keep thinking about a second hound. If I was with someone (and I don't mean living with someone - I need my space and believe it's really important to HAVE space and independence of one another, none of this 'let's do everything together joined at the hip' (*runs for the hills*)) it would easier. Someone else to share the walking and outings. Maybe a girl next year. There's a breeder who does black coats - old GS style. They are so beautiful. Long coat for sure on the black ones. I don't know. Maybe it's just my way of entertaining myself through boredom or loneliness. Out of 35 years I've been in two relationships for 4 years and 9 months respectively. My future of love is looking real good isn't it. Ha! Like I care.