Tuesday, May 3, 2011


I did a swap today. G got Boardwalk Empire and she gave me Cloudstreet to read.

I think I'm getting better at the bad shit. I also function better at 30 not 20.

I'm looking forward to a quiet weekend of study. There are two gigs I should be going to but as I realised today.... going to the gigs is not going to get me the marks I need to pass my subjects. I'll have 3 or so weeks off in June. Until then it's study time. I decided to do this degree and make the commitment, I need to stick to it. Not keep going out because I think it's what I should be doing to please my friends. With all due respect, my friends aren't going to get me the marks I want. I'm going to do what I need to do, not what I think I should do too keep up appearances.

My distraction has meant I'm in no mood for further study or watching a doco. I want sleepy time to drift away into fantasy land. Although dream land has been really fucked up of late. I had ducks lying on the ground with bullet holes in their heads the other morning (or maybe they were geese, they were white and bigger than ducks, in the dream they were 'ducks' without actually physically looking like a duck).


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