I feel like I'm going insane. I don't want to. I just want it to all work out. It's like I've hounded myself to the bone that IT WON'T EVER WORK OUT but a tiny bit inside me says everything will be ok. I know it won't but I'm holding onto a slither of a chance.

I'm so BOORRREEDDD. I feel like I have nothing to offer because I've been doing nothing.

I haven't written one word for my assignment despite holing myself up for the past week and this whole weekend. I have set it out in questions with notes for each section. I guess that's a start. I'm just not motivated. Nor am I focused. My mind is elsewhere.

I've done nothing this weekend. Footy, that's it. Hung out with the dog. That's it.

I watched Shutter Island. I really enjoyed it. I watched 127 Hours yesterday, or maybe Friday..... YAWN. Didn't like it. It was so very..... convenient and smooth. Plus I didn't really like the guy. Seemed a bit arrogant.