Today is a day where things just shit me. I particularly dislike people that I do not know nor even met addressing me as 'Nat'. I'm sorry, do you know me? Are we close friends? No! So don't call me by my nickname.

Looking forward to the next few days but I will miss hound dog considerably. I also don't think I'll make wreck beach (again) which is a huge part of my folio.

As an aside I'm super happy right now. I feel like it's a trick. Like I'm existing in a peripheral world that crosses into the real world but everything I'm feeling and thinking is an illusion in the real world. The bubble will burst and I'll be standing alone in a circle of people pointing and laughing at me because I thought my happiness was real when in fact it was an illusion. It's like I feel guilt for being happy, yet I feel like I've been waiting my whole life to finally feel and experience this.


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