I had a realisation today. Or at least, I think I did. A realisation about why I'm feeling like I'm feeling, about why I'm feeling so good lately. I know that it is a culmination of being in the right head space, of focusing on the positive, on beating down those bag, negative, hurtful thoughts that like to enter the sphere of my thinking, of being happy with where I am in my life, in loving the friends who are in my life, of beginning to accept myself and even like myself. Whilst it's all those things and more, it's also