I'm better equipped this time.

But it still hurts.

I don't understand why it can't be.

I wish that whatever it is that is in the way would just FUCK OFF.

On a more positive note I've been getting some good feedback on my photos. Although I compare my photos to other photographers and think I am still so amateur.

I wish I could fall asleep in your arms and time would stop still so I'd never have to wake up and go back to reality.