Through all the hurt and the pain and the badness there always come light.

I believe that in order to find happiness one must suffer first. I know that sounds very dramatic and melancholy but it's just what I believe. How can you know what is good and what makes you smile and glow inside if you haven't experienced the darkness.

I have learnt so much this year. I'm so grateful for it. It's forever an ongoing journey, one that will only end when I die. It's a journey I want to be on for a really really long time, with those in my life who mean the world to me.

This morning just proved it.

Thank you. I want honesty, even if it hurts sometimes. Now, it's better.