Everything and Everyone can go and fuck themselves.

I am not meant for this world. I never was. I don't know how or why I'm still here.

What does life offer me? What do I offer life? NOTHING.

Nothing but hurt and pain. Other people and their happy perfect fucking relationships.  Well adjusted people.  YOU CAN FUCK OFF.

Life has not given me anything to be happy about. Definitely not love. What a joke love is.  All it does is destroy my whole being. Over and over and over again.  I'm not one of the lucky ones.  I'm not meant to be loved or know how to love. I definitely do not allow love that's for sure. Why would I? All anyone does is leave anyway.  Why would I trust anyone. All they see is a pretty girl who they'd like to fuck and then it's, oh yeah, I'll just fuck with you for a bit but I'm not committed to you.. there's always someone else better out there. I'm not really THAT interested in supporting you and making you happy. You suck really.

YES I SUCK. I'm just one big lie walking around pretending that I'm all this when really, I'm empty and I hurt and I'm full of sorrow and pain.

The two things I love are my dog and my mum.  Everyone else has someone who loves them. Having a friend love me is not enough... in fact it's nothing. It won't hold me tight and tell me everything's going to be okay. I just want out. I just want out of this shitful world.