The whole core person of who I am is being trampled on over and over again by someone who said they loved me.  It hurts so much to be attacked so viciously and with such hostility.

I'm a fucking mess.  3 hours spent going back and forth on fucking sms because they are too childish to speak to me on the phone. I call, I get disconnected. Then I get a text of more abuse.

I'm sitting here for another day crying my eyes out.

I tried so hard. For nothing but hate and abuse. It's all my fault. Everything. My whole core being, attacked.

I'm so sick of being pummelled by this world.  I work so hard and all I get is shit in my face.

I am nothing. Just nothing. Nor worth anything.