My ride to where the plane is is due to arrive in 3 hours. I have not packed. I feel like crap and just want to sit in front of the heater and not move. Hound dog is no longer here. I just want to sleep and not wake up until everything crap is gone. I'm still miserable. I hope that by the time I arrive at my destination tomorrow I'll be more sprightly.

I know I'm letting a few people down at the moment but I don't have it in me right now to be there. I'm sorry. It's selfish I know.

Maybe I should make an effort to pack. I just want some motivation.

I'm also quite pissed that I'm still waiting on my assignment results. We got told Monday that we should know by Friday afternoon AT THE LATEST. Well, I'm one of 7 students STILL WAITING for their results on a Saturday. I submitted mine a day early and I'm one of the last to find out. It's a fucking joke and it pisses me off. They did this to me with my final exam and everyone else knew how they went and I had to agonise over a weekend thinking I'd failed because they couldn't post my mark on time so it came up as a Fail. Doesn't make me feel any better. I've been looking forward to getting my mark all week and most likely I won't know until I'm in another fucking country. Not good enough.