It's late. I'm tired. Another evening of no study but I did finally manage to finish the chapter on estoppel. Yay! I have two more weeks of readings to complete by this Sunday and then I aim to start my next assignment. I'm petrified of what my marks are going to be in this subject. Especially the final exam.

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Today I learnt tolerance. Tolerance of myself to not get upset or angry. I said to myself 'just let it go'. I thought I was being attacked personally and perhaps I was.... but I just let it go. I let it wash off over me and be gone. I was proud of myself for doing that.

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It also looks like I've got a buddy for next June!!! I'm so excited. I know it's a whole year away but it's something I can really look forward to and be with someone who has a more outgoing personality than mine that I can learn from and go outside my comfort zone with. If it all goes ahead it'll be so much fun.

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I'm also a little angry but again, it's something I have to let go. I'm not a little angry, but more than a little. I just feel like shit and I don't understand but again, I just have to walk away. Not try and make sense of it.... not ask why.... not chase.... just..... leave. Hold my head up high instead of head down eyes to the ground (which is how I feel). Dejected, rejected, not worth it.

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