Last night was a heap of fun. Definitely do it again.

Slept all of today.. just couldn't get up. My Saturday's seem to have the same recurring theme - sleep. I've wasted the whole day but I don't care. Perhaps my Saturday's are becoming my old Sundays. Rest day. Then Sunday it'll be clean the house, put my clothes away (I have a terrible pile that is growing in my bedroom - basket, floor, bed....), food shopping, make food (oh I miss that).

Tonight I'm going to scoff, sit on the couch and watch Sons of Anarchy.

I need to start on my birthday invite and my set list. Time is ticking.

There's a couple of gigs I could go to tonight but I just can't be bothered. I like my Sat nights at home - not all the time (YAWN) but sometimes. I had my night out last night and it was a late one. Home at 2.30am.

The other night was awesome. I had the best time. I always do. WE always do. I really want it to work out. I really want to give it a go and take a chance. I want to take a chance. I want to let myself be happy - instead of running from it or sabotaging it. I want to be happy. With you. I already am, I know that. It's just so much better with you. You enhance everything. You don't fill a void or a gap, there is no void or gap. You just make everything better and illuminated. You are what I need and what I want. Flaws and all. Just you. No changing. Just how you are. Now you know that.