The whole core person of who I am is being trampled on over and over again by someone who said they loved me.  It hurts so much to be attacked so viciously and with such hostility.

I'm a fucking mess.  3 hours spent going back and forth on fucking sms because they are too childish to speak to me on the phone. I call, I get disconnected. Then I get a text of more abuse.

I'm sitting here for another day crying my eyes out.

I tried so hard. For nothing but hate and abuse. It's all my fault. Everything. My whole core being, attacked.

I'm so sick of being pummelled by this world.  I work so hard and all I get is shit in my face.

I am nothing. Just nothing. Nor worth anything.

I've just been broken up with because of my dog.

Apparently he's a mut, a mongrel, stupid, a dickhead and I'm sure a few other things.

I need to WAKE UP because I don't have time for a big dog and I should get rid of the dog.

Coming from someone who said they loved me and wouldn't leave me and wanted to build a house with me after 4 months.

I thought this one was a nice one. One that I wouldn't normally go for.... because they'd be good to me...... Turns out to be just the opposite. Abusive is more like it. But oh wait, it's me who has all the problems and needs to change.