Monday, December 26, 2011

What is there to say? Life at the moment is unbelievably good. Sure I'm petrified I'm not going to finish my current uni subject..... clock is ticking and I have an abundance of work to do for it. Sure, I'm 3 weeks behind at work in what I need to do..... Sure, I'm broke right now.

Sure, I'm embarking on the biggest challenge of my entire life and it scares me and I have moments every day where I question it and it's longevity because I've never experienced anything like this before. I wonder how long it will last instead of enjoying the moment. So every time I start to freak out I just think of what Trent said 'just enjoy it'. It's a whole different thing having someone there who cares about me and supports me and does things for me. When he's not here I feel like I'm missing something. Sure I still need my space but I miss him when he's not here.

The storm yesterday was really scary. It sounded like the roof was going to collapse. I was nearly in tears. I had water coming inside the house. I was worried water had gotten into the electrical wiring and I'd electrocute myself, I using up towels so quickly they were saturated within minutes. Thankfully the car is ok, there's no damage as such inside the house or outside. Damn it was scary though. So much hail.

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