Life at the moment doesn't seem to be real. I feel like I have everything. Sure there are certain parts of my life that I feel I still need to prove myself in, especially work and being so far behind. The real test will be early next year and my ability to manage all those hearings on the one day.

Uni is - well only having one subject over summer is extremely manageable yet I still have a lot of work left to go with all my readings, my assignment and my take home exam.

Money wise - yeah next year is going to be real tough and I doubt I'll be saving anything. Since starting to pay my HELP/HECS debt back I'm down $300 a month..... which is a lot considering I get paid fortnightly now instead of monthly, which over a four week fortnight period is $300 less than a monthly pay period. Yeah, ouch. Sure I'm earning slightly more over the whole year, but fortnightly pay sucks bollocks real bad.

Friends are great although I don't have enough time to spend with them. I get so tired after work and still on the weekends. I usually want to just sleep all day Saturday and then Sunday seems to be my 'do stuff' day.

I've met the most amazing and sweetest guy. The last week things have happened really fast but in a good way. There's honesty and communication and we know where we stand with each other and it's so good to have that. It still scares me but I have no inclination to run.

Real sleepy right now but I have to start all my readings for my assignment that I've researched and printed off. Just want to sleep though.