I'm sitting here procrastinating. The weather is so warm and I need to study. I don't want to. I want to have my social life back and not study. Yet what will that achieve? It won't lead to better career options or opportunities for me. All I can do is what I do now. I want more than that.

Next year is going to be real tough. It also doesn't help that I've got 3 holidays planned in the first 6 months. Shit indeed.

Can I go to sleep now and just dream it all away.... that I've studied that is.