It's done. Exam is over. I definitely needed an extra day yesterday. I'm pleased with what I wrote. It's not quality over all but hopefully it's enough to get me through and achieve a Pass.

I did something today that I'm not sure I've done before. If I have I don't remember a previous time. I told myself I was proud of myself. Sounds wanky a bit self absorbed but it wasn't. I was walking to walk and I thought to myself 'I'm halfway through my first year of my law degree!... wow, I should be proud of that' and then I told myself I was proud of me. All the sacrifices I've made - financially and socially. The dedication, the determination, pushing myself when I just didn't want to read anymore. I've achieved something. Yay me.

It's so nice to come home and have time to make dinner and then do whatever I want to do. Watch a movie? I haven't done that for forever. I also missed out on seeing Harry Potter number Finale at the movies! Can't believe I did that. I thought 'oh I'll go to the movies and see Harry Potter'..... ooops missed that boat.

I wish you hadn't sent me that message. I was doing alright until then. Now, you're in my thoughts. Apparently I've 'self managed' quite well the past x months. Who would have thought I'd be strong enough. It seems my health is also at its best. My levels may finally be on the money. I'm eating better and the weight is staying on. I've put a whole 2kg on in the past 6 months. It's so good. It's so nice to have flesh.